| sitting on grass |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|08:17 pm] |
i said i need you when i turned out the light.
i screamed for forgivness,you screamed give me the knife.
all i wanted was a new pair of shoes,somethin from me so i could give somethin to you, and,
went to the nurse the other day
she knew i was fakin it but who cares anyway.
she sent me home with a little note.
tucked it in my pocket, it was empy i was broke.
i need a drink and knife so i can open your heart to me
i need a heart i need somethin to forgive me.
i need love or somethin to comfort me.
all these people standin around dont know why im talking, talkin ever so loud.
because i need to, wanted to ,i need you, i wanted you oh so bad. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 26th, 2005|07:48 pm] |
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on a serious note, the past weeks have been a bit weird everything was pretty fucked up, me and my girlfriend always fighting, my friends doin shit i dont really like, i didnt like being around anything or anyone, now im over it all i dont care anymore, i cant leave my friends i love them there funny i dont really give a fuck if they do that shit i just wont do it, me and stacey are good now, im glad, i was super sad and fucking weird. I found new music that always makes me happy i think i start getting weird when i loose intrest in music, i found alot of new bands and im super happy, its rad, im happy and thats cool. im a fuckin fag bye |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 26th, 2005|07:45 pm] |
I hold an image of the ashtray girl
As the cigarette burns on my chest
I wrote a poem that described her world
That put my friendship to the test
And late at night
Whilst on all fours
She used to watch me kiss the floor
What's wrong with this picture?
What's wrong with this picture?
Farewell the ashtray girl
Forbidden snowflake
Beware this troubled world
Watch out for earthquakes
Goodbye to open sores
To broken SEMIPHORES
you know you miss her
you miss her picture
Sometimes it's faded
Disintegrated
For fear of growing old
Sometimes it's faded
Assassinated
For fear of growing old
Farewell the ashtray girl
Angelic fruitcake
Beware this troubled world
Control your intake
Goodbye to open sores
Goodbye and furthermore
you know you miss her
you miss her picture
Sometimes it's faded
Disintegrated
For fear of growing old
Sometimes it's faded
Assassinated
For fear of growing old
Hang on
Though we try
It's gone
Hang on
Though we try
It's gone
Sometimes it's faded
Disintegrated
For fear of growing old
Sometimes it's faded
Assassinated
For fear of growing old
Can't stop growing old... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|07:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | wind. | ] |
This weekend was a bit different, well i saw a movie ive seen once before, it was worse the second time.After the movie i was sitting by myself in this bookstore, and i looked around and everyone seemed so boring, everyone the exact same, wearing the same outfit, talking the same, and there were so many of them. I guess i kind of had a nervous breakdown, i started feeling very wierd, my hands were shaking and i couldnt talk really. My friends came and picked me up, i needed to leave that place.We got in the car and went to this party,at the party was my whole middle school, everyone i knew, ALL JOCKS NOW. they come up and grab me and are yelling and its wierd.When we were younger we were all the same, no one cared about who dressed better or who was cooler really we all just hung out, now there all wierd jock guys i dont mind them if there nice to me, but assholes... fuck assholes. i sat by the door wth my friends then we left to eat. i hate my dad, hes one of the assholes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|03:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | I LOVE STAAAACEY | ] |
| [ | music |
| | acoustic guitar my voice | ] |
i love my stacey!!!!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|05:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
This Sucks. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 10th, 2004|10:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | too late to play music | ] |
so lately i havent really been hanging out with my friends, i usually hang out with stacey, she is my girlfriend and i love hanging out with her. now that i havent hung out with them in a little while when ever i do i realizei dont miss it much, everyone talks so much shit about eachother, and says things to make you feel stupid it just sucks, i just like hanging out with stacey she gets me away from all the bullshit<3
love you |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 27th, 2004|08:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | i loooove youuu | ] |
Im on the phone with stacey, aaand i cant wait till this weekend and i didnt go to school today and i went to the mall and got a new jacket. I went to andrews and we jammed for a little then went to dinner today was cool i love my new jacket and this weekend is gonna rule! I LOVE YOU!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 25th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | i love youououoououoouou | ] |
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY IN THE WORLD!
i hung out with stacey all day and it was nice, we hung out on couches and cuddled it was cute,I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|09:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | i love you | ] |
does this feel strange
holding my hand in this obscure place
all the obvious will soon be erased
all i need now is a good pair of shoes
so i can walk for miles and miles to get to you
i used to learn at a university
i got out of there and tought myself diversity
everytime im walking down this street
i really think someone is following me
i mean i hear double the footsteps
it sounds like some sort of mimic
maybe its a dream and i am in it
i should start to wake up soon
its just a series of images
ideas,emotions,and sensations occurring involuntarily
so pinch me now so i can wake up
ive been sleeping far to long
this dream can last forever
stuck in it with shitty weather
doesnt matter what weather we have
as long as im with you i am so glad
so as i woke i felt something next to me
opened my eyes so gladly
to see you there sleeping so soundly |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|06:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
ohh my first trip south i visited a semetary
i cried my heart out
even though i didnt know anybody
as we passed all these mute bodies
i felt it in my heart to cry for everybody
oh oh
semetary, semetary youve got
lines and lines filled up
of bodies six feet down
they aint commin out
and ive just realized this now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|07:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | i love youuu | ] |
| [ | music |
| | breakaways | ] |
ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER
TILL OUR HEARTS STOP BEATING
WE'LL BE LOVERS
THE WORDS WE ARE LEFT REPETING
I LOVE YOU
IM SO SPECIAL TO HAVE YOU IN MY POSESSION
YOU ARE MY OBSESSION
THE TIME WE SPEND APART
MAKES ANOTHER RIP IN MY HEART
KISS ME IN THE RAIN
AND TAKE AWAY ALL MY PAIN |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|08:59 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
love   thats me |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|08:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
pics of meeee
yea thats me |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|08:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
some things i like and do during the day. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|09:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | breathless | ] |
isnt he lovely
the best ever! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|07:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
I love you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|01:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | I LOVE YOUUUUU | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rain | ] |
my favorites -
cuddeling
photography
writing
Stacey
guitar
holding you
synthesizer
Robots
andy warhol
playing shows
rain
snow
cold
I HATE EVERYTHING
i love her |
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